I think it's starting again

ughhhhhhh Fibromyalgia or what ever is causing this. I've felt so good the past year, sure I have the muscle pain when touched but I did not have an actual flare up where everything starts hurting. I think it's starting again though, my knees are throbbing and my upper body is starting to get painful, that would explain all my headaches the last few weeks. I hope and pray that this flare up goes away fast, I'm kind of scared as to how I'm going to take care of the boys if it's anything like the last flare up that lasted months. I'd give anything to feel like I did 2 years ago before all this started.

Arguing

It's amazing how easy you can get over an argument once you have kids. I used to be still upset the next day after an argument. Not any more, I don't have time to stay mad and also I need the help from Jeff to care for the boys. One of the many benefits of having babies.

Am I loosing my mind?

I checked our bank accounts today and about had a heart attack! Our checking accounts were oddly in the negatives, I thought we were victims of identity theft. I attempted to pay the credit cards off that we used for the house flip renovations, we are talking alot of money in credit cards, we closed on the house so we had the money to pay them off and be done with them. Turns out I accidentally paid out of our regular checking account on one instead of business account in which the pay off money was in. We have over draft protection but both of our checking accounts were in the negatives still by hundreds! So after we looked around, I was frantic on the phone with the bank & credit card company, Jeff was yelling at me from the back ground trying to say it was probably just my error! It did turn out to be. I also while trying to online pay off the credit cards accidentally put through somehow an extra payment so we are in the negatives on the credit card meaning we have extra credit beyond the pay off. Luckily all the money that was to go for pay off was taken out of the business account because of the over draft protection but not without them taking the money out of the checking accounts first leaving them negative. It should all be back to normal in a few days and I didn't do too much damage after all just one small over draft fee. I'm loosing my mind! It does not end there, I am constantly loosing everything lately, I'm extremely clumsy these days. I don't know if it's because half the time I'm an insomniac or if it's just mother hood or what! I know Jeff's going crazy, but somehow he still trusts me to pay all the bills! I'm thinking he should start to re think this situation :P